My big heart and sixth sense are my nemesis right now. 💔
This is not only tearing me apart inside but it is still hard for me to accept. That my life is over. Done.
I never had kids so I don't know what this is like & it scares me to death.
I've been home for almost seven weeks and I haven't been out of a five mile radius since then.
I wasn't thinking of myself when this happened .. Who does?
Now it's sinking in. I really have no life now. Everything is centered around Ricky (for good reason) and I've slowly disappeared into the background.
I can be both. An introvert and an extrovert. But I like to choose. Not be told what to do. And at the moment I am being forced because I have no other choice.
You can't have friends because you can't keep up your end of the relationship. You can't go anywhere therefore no socializing at all.
I like privacy but didn't want to be a hermit....how I feel right now.
Plus the inevitable happened and I strained my back. Has to be from leaning over ... Normally how I hurt it... That's all we need.
We have no choice except for to roll with it. And that's what we do.
Oh! I desperately need someone to sit with Ricky for like an hour or two a week so I can get everything done in the "outside world"..... I don't need much time away and I wouldn't ever leave anyone with medical things to do on him. All you would have to do is talk to him if he's Chatty Cathy or he sleeps a lot so you can even take a nap.
Anyway let me know if anyone can help me out text me, email me or FB message me. Thanks in advance.
My list keeps getting longer 😱......
As always thanks everyone for the support and the donations. Both are much needed right now, & there aren't enough words to express our appreciation! 😍❤️❤️❤️❤️ xoxoxo
https://www.gofundme.com/2a4dvu4
To help follow the link above. And please feel free to share the link. I desperately need the help right now. 😘😘
Thank all of youuuuuuuuu!! 💜💜💜 xoxo
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